Life is just a choice of living and it is perfectly alright to live the life of your choice the way you wish to live.
Not everyone sees the world with the same perception and everyone who sees the world may not perceive anything at all.
It is solely based on the pure understanding of the universe and which varies with each individual.
Just anchor your entire positive spiritual energy only in understanding of each little thing rather than to be perplexed.
It would aid to emphasize the harmony of the universe besides guides you to the eternal peaceful life.